✖ Miss Lollipop

Why? ):

Why do all of you have to ignore me?

And give me excuses?

And lie to me?

✖ miss lollipop@ 7:34 AM

HAPPYBDAETOMEEEEE(:

Fish&Chips!

Group photo, YZ, nigel, colin, wilson, me, cindy, fran and BK!

FCC (:

Another group photo outside arcade, me, cindy, fran, colin, yingzhen, wilson, bengkeat, nigel and kaihua

KAIHUA! (Nah, take the photos)

Shocking to see you REALLY.

CINDY! :D

The act-cutes (:

WILSON!

COLIN!

NIGEL!

YINGZHEN!

jumppppforjoyyyyyyy, whatever, dunno what name to give this.

Anw, we had mostly one-takes, like for once we could get it perfect w/o having to keep retaking!(:

From bernard, I LOVE THIS OKAY.

Thanks clinton!

From daddy! I love it, its so cute :D

Thanks daddy mummy!

From mummy! (:

From daddy! (:

Thanks bernard!

NICE, i love totally th cover

Look at this, its longer than that okay! :D

Can be used as a story book alr hahahahah!

Thanks fran!

So, im finally 16! (:

Wooooow, hahaha. And o's are ending.

Time really flies, so fast that i cant even feel anyth sometimes.

Well ytd i had dinner with my family at terminal 2, swensens (:

Went there with my grandpas and my grandma, sis, mum and dad.

Ate so much food, and i had free ice cream! WAHAHHA.

It was so much fun, i even went to shop the previous day at orchard!

Thanks daddy and mummy for your presents, i love them alot! :D

They mean so much, love you all!

And love you kei! :D

So i spent the whole morning and afternoon at home,

And i went to the gym for an hour! :D

Thn th interesting stuffs started to happen!

Today went out with fran, cindy, bengkeat, colin, wilson, nigel and yingzhen! (I didnt leave anyone out right) lol.

I WAS REALLY LATE, supposed to meet at 430 but i left hme at 445, i think.

When i was waiting for the lift, the door opened, and i got a shock.

Clinton was there lol.

Well yeah, he passed me the present. Thanks :D

Its this bottle with this really beautiful blue liquid. I guess its for erm, beautifying purposes?

We went to bishan j8 for our dinner at erm, Manhattan fish market (HOPE I DIDNT NAME IT WRONGLY!)

We all had fish&chips! And i had a free brownie hehehe.

We took pics and had a little chat there, a really little one though haha!

They were all so quiet, busy eating their food. What pigs :D

Then, we went to arcade (LOL Random) cos we didnt knw what to do!

There was no plan and all, so well, we just decided to go, since the guys like arcade so much.

And there, we saw KAIHUA!! Hahaha, so cool right.

I haven seen him for a really really long time.

When i tapped him, he went "erm you are.. Clarice?" with his unsure look.

I wonder why, Hahaha issit that he forgot my name or couldnt tell who i was.

Well, i guess thats what you get with long-time-no-see-friends?

Hahaha, he has really really changed alot.

So we took pictures! :D Randomly again, cos i dunno why, i didnt take any with him before i think! not close i guess? lol.

And thn we left him to continue our lovely day on our own.

Me, fran, cindy and bengkeat played the basketball game.

And we sucked hahaha. Me and cindy could only play one round.

Fran and bengkeat were good! Such good erm, partners LOL. Forgot that worddddd.

And thn when we finished 2 rounds, i turned around and the rest of them were gone.

WITHOUT NOTICE, i guess they were bored.

Felt really afraid of boring them again, so i quickly went to find them.

End up they just went to the toilet lol.

Theyre like, i dunno, wizards? Appearing as and when they want to.

Bengkeat left thereafter.

We thn walked arnd j8, which was seriously boring hahahhaha.

Thn fran left and we took a train over to orchard!

OH YAH, good luck for your geog papers! (fran&bengkeat)

We went over to ion and had a walk arnd, whr we found places to take pics too.

Sat outside ion, and this security guard chased us away, seriously i find no reason in doing so.

Hmm, but its alright. We found another place near to continue our taking of pics!

It was really really fun (:

Love them all!

Thn we left at abt 10?

And i met bernard, whr he gave me a muffin and sang the bdae song to me :D

Lol, though the muffin was really last min, i can tell you that its really nice, OMG LIKE SERIOUSLY NICE! Hahahha, i wished i could finish it all at that moment, but i decided not to.

Shall eat it tmr morning wahhahhaa.

And he gave me this really nice present. I dunno what to call it, but yeah, i love it! Its nice!

Thanks fran for the spongebobbbbbb :D:D

Thanks daddy mummy for your presents! Love you all!

Thanks clinton for the present too! The card's cute haha.

Well, is that all? I hope i didnt miss out anyone. Please tell me if i do! THANKS. No offence if i did alright? hahaha. Im too hyper that i could miss out on many ppl!

THANKS ALL WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BDAE, you guys are so nice, Lovesloves!

OH YEAH, one of the days, i saw elan from 6F at taka!

Omg, shes so so so pretty! :D

✖ miss lollipop@ 7:49 AM

231009

HAPPY HAPPY TO THE MAXXXXX!

Got a LOLLIPOP For FREE from Wayne, "MadeInCandy" (:

Sweet!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAING HTET! (:

Met cindy to study today.

And she joined my tuition!

Love you my bestbestbestbestest! :D

And i saw YingZhen! :D:D:D

And there you go.

Im supposed to be happy..

CLARICE, You can do it (:

Work harder okay! GOGOGO!

✖ miss lollipop@ 9:42 AM

For the whole time at tuition, all i could think was "why arent you there anymore?" as it seems to be. I dunno, but i really just feel like, im the only one caring.

Its not that i dunno you guys are working hard too.

I DUNNO LAR. I held back my tears as hard as i could, everytime successful though.

There was nth else i could do, there was a lesson going on.

Why? ):

✖ miss lollipop@ 7:41 AM

Nikko, I really miss you.

Do you too? Haha, i wouldnt knw.

Theres so much things i wanna tell you, but i cant anymore.

I wanna look at you whenever ive got things on my mind, but its all so diff now.

Im so dying to ask you "why are they like that?", but i just cant.

Shall go and find you soon :D

Why does it seem like everyone else is there, but you arent?

Everytime i hope you guys would be there, i just find myself feeling disappointed.

I thought i would have you both when im going through this period,

but everytime i called, the ans is most likely a "no" till i have no courage to call or ask anymore.

Whenever i told myself to try and ask you out, it just turns out wrong.

Why are things like that? ):

How i wish i can receive your calls without having to wait for you to accidentally read this or be reminded to call me.

Whr is the "what are friends for?" I really wanna feel it again, like always.

And we could always laugh like we used to. Its just so different now.

No matter how i tell myself, "everyth will be okay" and "its just me thinking too much" AND "we are really really good friends", i just knw its different. I can lie to others, but not to myself.

I really miss you. Well, no matter what, good luck for your o's alright? I would want you two to do well, loves.

✖ miss lollipop@ 8:19 AM

Tuition, my second home

My Blue Sky.

Well have not been having time to blog so here i am.

Shall update a little. And rly a little, not much mood today.

Pon-ed sch today and went to eat lunch with my daddy and mummy at ion.

Haha, love the time spent with them :D

I watched them eat, though i did steal a little hahaa.

Had jap! And we went for durian ice cream, SNOW ICE (:

The food was rly nice! So thats my lunch.

I had garlic bread (I know, SMELLY RIGHT, but nice) and cornflakes with milk!

Have been eating cornflakes with milk everyday, dunno why so addicted.

Thn i took the train to novena and studied chem at starbucks!

Wow, saw alot of people walking arnd, hoping to see someone i knw.

Thn this caucasian came to sit with me (:

Rly friendly, hahaha. Only when she smiles that is lol.

I HAD COMPANION LEH! :D Well, did quite alot i guess?

But seriously alot of qns unable to tackle.

I do hope i manage to pass this hurdle and do well. Im rly trying my best, to motivate myself i just so hard.

Went for tuition aft that.

Rough time, shant talk abt it. I dunno why too.

I just didnt feel that well when i saw..

Its just lame and stupid. You dun deserve anyth, Clarice.

I went for a walk on my own, and somehow SAND GOT INTO MY EYES.

So i stood there beside ronald macdonald and the colourful fountain.

I felt so stupid, like everyone was looking at me (sort of)

So i quickly calmed myself down and started walking.

Decided to go somewhr quieter, there were just too many ppl, so irritating.

So i walked to the ulu place behind tuition and sat there.

DAMN SCARY.

I was like so down, and scared at the same time.

Seriously, i was hoping i wasnt alone, but at the same time i wanted to be alone.

How contradicting. But anw, it still hurt.

I decided to go back for tuition, didnt want to isolate myself, so i got up.

As i walked back, this car drived passed me, and there were 3 guys inside, all looking at me.

They opened the window, and smiled and me with this rly cheeky smile, twitching their eyebrows. I felt so scared, i ran all the way up to tuition.

I thought they were gonna get down of the car.

I couldnt have been more afraid. Their disgusting faces are still in my head, oh well.

But anw, i still like to be at tuition i guess.

Making friends too. Ive got to knw quite a few ppl :D

Valerie, Sharon, Cass, Mark, Htet, Shawn, Hiaren(HOW TO SPELL lol), Julien and so on.

Cant rly rmb if there are any others. Hahah, and the tuition teachers i guess.

Good luck everyone for your o's!

Okay before i forget, BIRTHDAYS:

Cass - 30 june

Htet - 23 oct

Valerie - 22 april

Mark - 8 june

Shawn - 3 dec

My parents are watching bai wan da ge xing again.

Haha, some rly nice songs. Gosh, the memories.

✖ miss lollipop@ 9:03 AM

Have been sick for days, almost a week alr.

Fever actually hit till 40.3 few days ago.

This is so fustrating.

This time that im sick, i missed so many things.

Wanted to work hard for o's alr and here i am sick like hell.

I missed my class photo taking.

Smsed miss woo, but it seems shes ignoring me.

Whatever.

Last year of my secondary sch days and i missed my photo taking.

Went to sch on thurs and everyone wore ethnic costumes.

I wore too of cos.

but was made to change cos i was wearing singlet, sucks.

didnt tie my hair, and she repeatedly asked me to tie.

Again and again.

Couldnt you have given me time?

Plus i was sick.

Well whatever.

Vomitted during emaths lesson,

of cos i went to the toilet.

Im now stuck at hme alone.

Parents and sis at korea.

Can this get any worse?

I dun wanna mourn the whole day.

Hope i'll recover fast and start my revision for o's.

Rly have no mood to do anyth.

Too weak to walk arnd.

This is just driving me crazy.

✖ miss lollipop@ 4:18 AM

19july09

Exams are over!!!

FINALLY :D

Well watched harry potter on thurs.

Disappointing.

Went to the science centre :D

On dunnno which day XD Shall upload the photos another day ahhaha.

Went with clinton, junhuang and ben.

Had quite a lot of fun.

Haven been there for quite long alr.

And today is a SATURDAY!

Went for facial.

DAMN PAIN. And i fell aslp!!

The girl helping me was sooo hilarious.

She told me she had acne and hate pimples.

So whichever client she washes the face for,

she will get rid of EVERY SINGLE PIMPLE, not letting them off.

She practically said she will not let them off!

HAHAHA even those not visible to eye.

Funny.

Thn went to bishan to buy things with my sis while my mum went to fetch my ahma.

So we bought food, bubble tea and went to the popular.

After that went shopping!

At only one shop though.

That explains all that photo of me in clothes.

ARGH i wanna shop somemore!

It was such a rush that i only bought the two white blouses.

OH And i bought a new goggles and a one piece swimming costume!!!

Hope i didnt make the wrong choice!

Had a dark blue and the dark grey to choose from.

And i chose the dark grey one.

Well at least i finally got it!

So i can swim peacefully now :D

Well thurs is racial harmony day i think.

Dunno if i can get smth to wear by then.

HOPE SO.

Last year alr!! And i wanna wear smth.

Hey friend, cheer up alright?

Things will be over soon :D

Youve done all you could.

✖ miss lollipop@ 9:20 AM

✖ miss lollipop@ 10:24 AM

8july09

So i went studying today again!

And yesterday too of cos!

Reached LJS at arnd 4?

And met clinton, well kinda.

Not rly planned lol.

Thn jun huang came.

Thn we did some emaths qns, gosh i think i seriously did kinda little.

KEPT STARING.

Thats all i could do, shit ==

And thn i saw elaine!

Hahaha, okay i mean, i saw her before jun huang came ==

Thn damin came.

Went for dinner with clinton at the food court at abt 740?

Kinda hungry, but i was craving for ice cream.

And i didnt get it.

Oh well nvm.

When we got back, dunros was alr there,

with mr goh.

Wah he hyper leh!!!

Being a teacher, hes considered super duper good lar.

Put in so much effort for students.

Ytd at abt 10 still at bk ==

Tiring i guess?

Well gonna start studying again.

Tmr emaths, ARHHHH. And thurs is like... I FORGOT.

Nvm but must be some difficult paper whr i have to read so much.

SIAN.

OH and today's amaths was okay i guess,

counted REALLY easy, not what i expected but i still couldnt do ==

WHAT IS THIS. Gosh.

And chem was counted easy too, but i just wasnt sure.

Though i could ans, but it might even be crap.

Hahah well luck to everyone for their papers!

I ate my lunch at 9am today!

WOW, more like breakfast.

Arh, random. Im too brain washed..

STRESSSTRESSSTRESSSTRESS.

✖ miss lollipop@ 7:23 AM

STUDYSTUDY. 6july09.

Studied with FRANCESCA, DAMIN, CLINTON & DUNROS today!

Well with other chung cheng friends in the morning.

Went to bk at 830! :D

MORNING DUH, tiring okay!

And im back here, and its 1030 in the night!

More than 12 hrs?! LOL.

Fun day studying :D

Fran thanks for the sweets! :D

MEET AGAIN SOON, loves! (:

Lucks for your venice test!

And lucks for all's prelims, esp SS tmr.

Arhhhh!!! SCARY.

Lucks :D:D

THANKS for fries and pi pa gao sweetttttttttttttt.

✖ miss lollipop@ 7:27 AM

POLICE POLICE POLICE.

Gotta face them again.

First was for molestation case, thn stolen bag case and now..

HARASSMENT?

Well, of cos im not the one carrying out those acts ==

Haix, no more police involvement case pls.

Its scary.

✖ miss lollipop@ 8:51 AM

EMO is not the word.

All of a sudden i just realised theres exam,

PRELIMS. Awaiting me. Olevels. Still awaiting me.

and i have to rly do well, cos i want to.

Not that i didnt knw theres exam( OF COS I DO & OF COS I STUDIED & OF COS IT MATTERED ALOT), it just suddenly mattered like everything.

Okay if you dun understand what i mean, its alright,

cos i dun too.

Its like 1am now so i might be typing smth crazy.

Just read a book, well, a love story.

Hahaha, lame?

I dunno, but its kinda nice and funny.

And simple.

I laughed twice, just reading abt the kid asking his brother naive qns, HAHA.

Gosh and im back to thinking and thinking and thinking.

How i wish this would stop.

Fri's eng paper.

You think i will do well?

I have no idea.

If not nikko was here, i could play with him now.

Rather than feeling so afraid and have no one to talk to.

Sucks, everyone's going to sch tmr and im here staying awake.

Reading a book when i shd study instead.

What do i do?

I seriously dunno.

Ive been like that the whole night.

Dun understand why i keep getting stressed over exams.

Guilt cos i think ive not study enough?? I dunno.

I have to face it, and face it with the right attitude and clear mind.

But can i do it?

I knw, everyone faces the same kinda stress like i do.

The same exam, same paper.

But why do i keep feeling like im last in everything.

Or maybe i rly am?

Oh gosh.

Do you feel like im writing a poem? HAHAHA, okay so not funny.

I guess i have no idea how to put my feelings in words.

All the nonsense im typing now.

Just stop the tears, which i dun understand why theyre even appearing.

Maybe i drank too much water, cos i didnt even ask them to appear.

Nite ppl,

lucks for your exams too.

Fran&Cin: Issit me? Or are we really..?

If you do read this, i dunno if you get what i mean. But yeah.

Maybe its just cos i miss you guys too much hahaha.

All the best for everything (: You are 2 special and clever girls. haha,

Loves.

Not that the prob lies with you.

I guess i ask for too much.

I wish there was no such thing as FEAR.

Just so that i wont feel it.

✖ miss lollipop@ 10:21 AM

Went for dinner at some restaurant with my family and had porridge :D

With some dishes of cos haha.

Thn i went to yishun to meet the guys and they had their dinner at the foodcourt

before going over to starbucks for a drink.

What a huge appetite they have ==

Saw mengwah, junliang, ji tao and yong han hahaa.

Watched transformers(:

Its rly nice! Hahaa, and wow junhao and ron were on tv?!

HAHAHA got pulled by the reporter.

Reached hme at abt 1am i guess haha.

Thanks for the band :D

ITS REALLY PRETTY.

✖ miss lollipop@ 11:16 AM

ShopSHOPShop in UK! :D

Those above are my pyjamas! :D

Bought from UK!

Damn cheap lar!!

All below $10 i think.

Dresses from Topshop!

Wanted the shoes there, but too ex):

Omg i love the shoes! Too bad.

Shall earn my own money and buy some day when i go back!

2 tops, 2 ehhhh, shorts? ( what do you call them ==), 1 high-waist belt(frm H&M).

Theres another shoe, but i didnt take it!

Well, sneakers. I WANT THEIR HEALS. O.O

Okay this post is useless.

Im just bored so decided to update SOMETHING, ANYTHING.

HAHA.

Lucks for prelims everyone!

✖ miss lollipop@ 10:50 AM

Just got back from the tiring day.
Went to legoland and windsor castle.
I just didnt have any mood for those, but i guess it shd be fine if i was fine.
Haha, hope i didnt affect the mood.
Restrained myself from saying im tired.

Could barely talk the whole time.
Even now.
The moment i start to talk, my throat is just sooooo sore.
Argh what is this ==
ohwell, hope it will get btr tmr.
Terrible moood today.
How i wish theres porridge.):

✖ miss lollipop@ 1:55 PM

FEVER):

✖ miss lollipop@ 12:55 AM

What A Day! :D

Rory. (:

Sian.(:
I love her eyes!

Met Rory and Sian!!! Well, Sian's pronounced as Sean.
Hahaha went to meet my mum's exboss i think, for lunch.
And Rory and Sian are her childrennnnnn.
Wow, finally i have friends who are from a english country.
At some hotel, and we had some drinks and talked ALOT before moving over to a restaurant.
Had rly nice food, i love the mashed potato!
Hahaha tried pistachio ice cream, YUCK it sucks.
Seems like i have the same liking as both of them.
Well not totally of cos, like half here and there.
Haha, rory likes maths and art, SAME.
Sian loves chocolate and shopping!
Haha, she talks alot, which is rly good. Haha friendly ppl.
Went to shop with Sian and she brought me arnd the city to shop!
Went to H&M and TOPSHOP and RiverIsland!
The shops are SO HUGE.
Even bigger than those in Spore, woah.
LOTS of accessories and all O.O
I CONTROLLED OKAY hahahaha!
Hahah i bought 2 tops! Wanted the belt but argh, didnt dare to spend that much.
I WANTED IT SO MUCH!!! Oh well..
She bought her dress which is 40pounds, wow S$80?

Hahah thn we went to meet the adults and Rory before going our separate ways.
Got lost quite alot but we still found them.
First time going out alone with a new friend in another country.
Haha. I guess i have lots of first times here.
Her life is like so much different from mine when i hear of the things she does.
Hahaha but its really really cool. A new experience (:
Thn My family and I went to chinatown and ate our dinner at some chinese restaurant.
GOSH the food is sooooo salty!
I feel like im having a fever alr, hope i dont.
Hate the air here. hahaha.

✖ miss lollipop@ 1:25 PM

19june09

HORRIBLE LOOKING.

Yesterday, we left HARES&HOUNDS to find a place at BATH.
It was so much btr, more like a hotel than a cottage.
More comfortable i guess haha.
BATH is quite a nice place, more ppl.
And of course a bigger town than cotswold.
Saw lots of chinese, and played with 2 chihuahuas.
Reminded me of nikko. Haha. THEY WERE SO CUTE.
Nikko is too(: Its all just so diff now, oh well.

Had ben & jerry's icecream. Its rly nice!
First time eating it.

We went to the HUGE supermarket too!
Wow so many different things there.
I knw, whats the diff btn supermarkets and SUPERMARKETS?
Nothing hahaha.
But we dun have as many types of cheese as them,
gosh there were so many.
Oh well, not a fan of cheese.
Saw a guy using deodorant and putting it back on the shelf ==
The scene was just so funny.

And we shopped at GAP. Bought 2 singlets.
:D:D
Went to take some pictures of the famous hotel, I FORGOT THE NAME.
And we saw this cute little boy who was running arnd.
He ran so far from his parents and they didnt rly bothered, O.O
They just kept kissing and cuddling hahaha, GOSH.

And and, i saw this chocolate at this branded watch shop, arhhhhh so nice!
It looks like some ehhhh expensive thing, whatever lar, something rly shiny, just doesnt look anything like chocolate.
The girl at the counter gave me one and when i ate it, it totally melted into my mouth.
Omg, ITS SO NICE. Its from belgian i think, seems rly expensive i guess haha.

Visited the palace today!
It was such a hmmm.. unique experience?
Hahaha there were like ghostly figures telling you the history or smth,
and i didnt understand any of it. HAHA.
But the palace is REALLY huge with beautiful portraits of the dukes and duchess.
A pity i couldnt take photos inside.

Today was filled with rides from one place to another.
Had a 2hplus ride from BATH to oxford where i saw oxford university.
I had no idea it was actually scattered arnd the whole town/city.
I thought it was a building itself but when we drove arnd,
there were the science departments, labs and all everywhr.
Stopped at oxford for lunch, at some chi restaurant.
I love the errrrrr.. dou sha bing? hahaa nvm.
After that we took abt an hour ride to return our car at Europcar(i think) and took a bus over to the airport, whr we took the express train to central london.
Gosh we took the wrong one. Instead of the express one, we took the one which would stop at every station.
Wasted our time ==
And the train ticket is like S$100polus OMG.
Thn we took a cab down to our apartment which took abt 30mins?
And im in the hotel room now!
Tiring day man, had our dinner at 10 maybe?
Had spaghetti and shepherd's pie.
I love the potato! Had a little beef, and its my first time again hahaa.

Okay im the only one awake now. SCARY.
Shd slp soon.
Nite:D

Somehow, i cant wait to go back.

Why bother breaking down when youre not doing anything to improve the situation. Thats just immature and useless. Whats the point of feeling so afraid. Nothing's changing.

✖ miss lollipop@ 3:22 PM

Visited the church that harry potter was filmed! I think its the cathedral.
Kinda cool, with the familiar scenes and all that you see haha.
But my day was terribly spoiled by my tummy.
It was like pain all the way, totally uncomfortable. I think its gastric?
Oh well i felt so sick, at least im back at the hotel now
and i feel btr.

Playing monopoly now!
HAHA, the UK version.

Other than the church, we went to the new mall, its kinda big.
Compared to the other malls, this is the biggest ive seen.
The rest is like soooooo small and ex.
Walked arnd before eating our dinner at angel chef at arnd 5, SO EARLY.
Hahaha, but its kinda cheap.
Felt so at home cos everyone working there is from asia!
Haha, like finally got chinese food. If not i think im gonna die with the excess intake of oil.
GOSH.

I cant wait to go to london man!
This countryside is just not for me.
Hahah though i love the sceneries, views and all but i just feel kinda weird.

Well thats all i did today.
Gonna slp early today again!
HAHA. Everyday also like that.
Its like 3am in spore now and 8pm here.
ALOT of diff, cant take it.
Hahaha still feel very tired lor.
Well nite everyone,
though im sure many ppl are aslp alr.

I NEED TO STUDY, like REALLY REALLY.
HOW.

I just wanna grab your hand and hold it tight.

I saw the photos of nikko!
Hehe :D
So cute. BUT blur lor!
Lousy skills hahaha.

✖ miss lollipop@ 11:46 AM

Day2/3? (I dun even knw)

Another day at UK!
So far this place is so quiet.
Okay.. like DUH, its a countryside haha.
Going to town to walk afterwards.
Its still so cold here. Having goosebumps the whole day.
I hope im not sick or what.
Abit of sorethroat and all.
And im still not used to the time here!!
Its like only 8am here, and 3pm in spore.

OH and their english breakfast is so not for me.
I feel kinda sick eating it, ahha.
No appetite. Not that its horrible, its nice.
Oh well. But i love the bread! Same as spore though ==

Well just a update :D
Bye!

IMY. (:

✖ miss lollipop@ 12:27 AM